It seems that “vacation” doesn’t really mean vacation with the Lord. I did not expect to be writing a post so soon, but this seems important to God.
This morning, I was sitting in my car down by the river, drinking coffee and eating breakfast (two hard-boiled eggs and a banana), when God said to take out my notebook. I didn’t expect a walk down memory lane but that’s partly what I got. He reminded me of where all this began. My first assignment from God was to dispute a false doctrine in my home church via private emails to the pastor. From that point on I have been teaching and mentoring about hearing God’s voice in prayer, correcting doctrines, and deliverance.
Early on, I facilitated Bible studies of other women evangelists and teachers at the public Library, the YMCA, office conference rooms, and churches. I had a hunger to learn and was able to do it while inviting others on the journey. Once I got comfortable with the truth of the Scriptures and hearing God’s voice, I walked more confidently and boldly right into the ministry calling that God ordained for me.
The first printed pages were a three-step process to hearing God, but quickly developed into “Armed For Battle” prayer journals. Those first journals did not include much commentary but had questions to consider and Scriptural study points.
My Kingdom Champions YouTube channel (started in 2012) was my ministry focus for many years, creating more than 200 videos. God often called me “Mighty Warrior”. During that phase of ministry, I also made study workbooks (versus journals) covering the main topics as well. The workbooks had more commentary but still focused on seeking God and studying the Scriptures. I had a website back then too, but couldn’t afford to keep it operational during a very difficult season that involved false accusations and persecution. (It should have been expected since it always happened to God’s prophets, but certainly was not welcomed.)
In 2020, I completed a 200-page, “Armed For Battle, Kingdom Champions” workbook that covered everything that I wanted to pass on to the next generation including a bit of my personal journey. I thought that was the final chapter in my ministry. But, as always, God had different plans.
I want to be sure to mention this: My daughter, Katie, has always stood strongly beside me and partnered with me in ministry. She helped build ministry tools, taught me technology, and has been my encourager and confidant. She allowed me to debate doctrine with her so that I could consider the false teachers’ motivations. I honestly don’t know that I would have persevered through all the struggles without knowing Katie was for me. She hears God’s voice and knows the Scriptures thoroughly.
Next came the “Mark of Excellence” Newsletters. Every month in 2021, I created doctrinal newsletters and mailed them with a cover letter to a select group of pastors as God directed. This is when God was giving me an increased Gideon-type mandate to tear down the alters to the false gods and false theologies. During this time, God allowed me to see so much of His heart towards the local pastors AND against their false doctrines.
In 2022, “The Rogue Prophet” was birthed. God and I spent hours every day talking over what this new venue meant to Him. He had already told me that I was His prophet, but I had never felt comfortable using that title corporately. So He forced me to get comfortable with it. It was His decision and it would dishonor Him if I refused it … so I didn’t. Much time was spent preparing magazines. I was constantly in study and creating pages. God was pushing me forward, not letting me rest as if the fate of all mankind were at stake. So I stayed with it. My daughter helped build a website and we added all the Mark of Excellence Newsletters and each completed magazine to it. It’s interesting to note that God wasn’t asking me to do as many teaching videos as in my early days, but I did create two new series: 1) Hearing God; and 2) Jesus is God. In 2023 and 2024, more editions of the magazines continued as well as ministry posts and letters to individual pastors. During all the years since 2009, I wrote ministry posts on Facebook and eventually on Truth Social.
In 2025, God pushed me into church assessments. It was uncomfortable ministry. The churches and the pastors were in my hometown. There would undoubtedly be those who would want to silence me or destroy my reputation (all prompted by the devil himself) for speaking truth as God’s prophet. The whole process left me very frustrated and feeling ignored. God sees everything and hears everything. It’s up to Him how to judge this season. In my heart, I gave my all to expose the false teachings. The final straw was when a woman pastor took her stand next to the false teachers on the subject of the bogus trinity doctrine.
God had, just the day before, told me that my new title was “Apostle & Prophet”. The next day, God told me that I could take the remainder of the year off from ministry. I have no idea at this point what the new role entails, but this week I was asked to speak a brief message at a funeral for a grieving family. Believe me, that is not the way that I hope this is going. I will write again as soon as I have a better grasp of what will be expected of me in this new role.
